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Musings of an Awakening Spirit

Stories, poetry & general musings of Rebecca Haywood, a modern-day Shaman with a penchant for bringing the divine into the human experience.

The Voyeur, the Ventriloquist, the Vampire: Who's Under Your Bed?

We have all imagined monsters under our bed as children, but what of the manifestations lurking within our adult mind? Who do we bring to the altar of our bed— to our lovemaking, our dream weaving?

Who is watching you? Do you gaze upon your world with your own eyes? Or have they been hijacked by visitors cloaked; by views pointed and tied with their fingers?

From where do your words arise? Are they your own— your prayers, your moans and sighs? Who do they reach for? Where do they reach from?

And to whom do you yield? What force has captured your senses, arched your neck in surrender, possessed your soul to wander?

Are you experiencing YOUR experience? Whose eyes are these? Whose lips? Whose heart? Whose dreams? Who is under your bed? Who is in your head?

Join me LIVE with my NEW cohost Tatyana Rae, every Tuesday at 7pm pdt on LA Talk Radio and Facebook!

In this episode of #shamelessfemininespeaks, Tatyana and I unveil the “monsters” under our bed— how we view ourselves through another’s eyes, how the voices of our values bend to meet theirs, and how this leads to the ultimate possession—the Vampire who drains the life force of our faith, compelling us to act against ourselves until we no longer inhabit our experience; WE BECOME THE VAMPIRE.

So how do we exorcise these monsters? First, we have to catch them which begins by admitting that we are possessed by outside viewpoints, beliefs and ways of being. Then we observe all the moments and ways in which we abandon ourselves, asking the question “What is my motivation?”

In most cases, the answer will be approval of some kind— Love. And the remedy—the garlic to that Vampire—is the truth that the approval you are seeking can only come from you, that the Love you crave is your own. Redirect that search and you will repossess yourself. And when you are self-possessed, no one else can possess you.

Into Love’s Deep
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